Dear You,
There were no reasons why, no doubts in our story...You never got what I really felt...You thought it was all fake...The day I saw you after so many months you looked...strange...like it was not you...like I've lost you forever...And you came to me putting on your fake smile...You didn't know I knew you never thought I would dare to do it...To break free and leave it all behind me...To break free from your pain,your suffering...You looked me in the eyes but there was nothing left in there.You left nothing in there...It was all blank.Like me.And when I turned my back to you you came after me,you called my name,you asked me to stay,you nearly begged...But I didn't.I couldn't listen to it anymore...I wouldn't believe you...Never again.So I took off and left and from the depths of my soul a feeling I had forgotten I even had started emerging. Relief.And will to go on...To live all that I've lost all this time I was here with the ghost I used to know.With you.So I wrote this letter for you to read and now I will just lie down and enjoy the silence...For the first time in months or even years I can't remember anymore...So goodbye my lost love,my lost soul...It's getting late I have to go...